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Meredith: We surgeons
have come up with a stitch

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for just about anything.

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Get a mole removed --
subcutaneous suture.

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Snag your arm on barbed wire -- loose interrupted suture.

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Internal bleed -- silk.

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Slice your scalp open...well,
that's gonna need staples.

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I heard you got into
an O.R. today.

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♪ I'll end up strange
if I don't go crazy first ♪I'm jealous. I haven't
held a scalpel in two weeks.

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Jackson: Yeah, well,if it's any consolation,

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it was 98 degrees in full PPE.♪ Life goes on
when the lights go down ♪

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Debriding a poor kid's burnsfrom a wildfire.♪ I need more than just dreams

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All I do is run codes.♪ To take me
out of this feeling ♪

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I get a break when I get to get
a family in to say goodbye,

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and then I just
run another code.♪ To fill this
glass bath to half ♪

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Yeah, well, you're not gonnalike this part, then.♪ And I'm sore from tattoos Ishoulda known wouldn't heal me ♪

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I'm not even done yet.
♪ And I'm finding some peace

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We obsess about making every
stitch precise and strong.

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[ Siren wailing ]

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♪ Life goes on

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You asleep?

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♪ No free will
without the choice ♪

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Thanks, Grey. I was perfectly
content in that dream.♪ How you gonna scream
without the voice? ♪

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♪ I can't think
around the noise ♪

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Where were you?♪ It gets hard to avoid

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[ Groans ] I was in a field♪ It all gets harder to avoid

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near where I grew up in Ireland.♪ No free will
without the choice ♪

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But instead of barley,♪ How you gonna scream
without the voice? ♪

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it was just dead bodies.♪ I can't think
around the noise ♪

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And you want to go back there?[ Cellphone chimes ]

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I want to go anywhere
that isn't this bloody place.

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♪♪

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Back to it.

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Your mask is --Falling apart? Yeah.

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I gave my new one for today
to one of the nurses.

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[ Chuckles softly ]♪ Life goes on

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♪♪

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Woman: [ Over P.A. ]
Dr. Mannard to radiology.

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Dr. Mannard to radiology.

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Maggie: Richard. Hey!

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Is everything okay?Uh, yeah, yeah.

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I'm just going over patients',
um, uh, supply needs...

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Oh.
...with, um --

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Catherine:
Ready for you, Dr. Pierce.

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[ Elevator bell dings ]

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With Dr. Fox.

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Uh, I'll just,uh, take the stairs.

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♪♪

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Go easy on that hip.

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You don't want to get hurt
on your first day back.

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Well, thanks.

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But the only pain I'm feelingright now is square in my ass.

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[ Huffs ]

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♪♪

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Captioning provided by
ABC Studios and ABC, Inc.

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and brought to you by: Ford,
Built Ford Proud

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[ Bailey shudders, groans ]

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I swear, if that idiot
broke my nose,

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I swear I'm gonna sue --Bailey: Sir, shut up!

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Uh, DeLuca, here. Take
the other father over to bed 7.

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If it's occupied,
I don't care where he goes,

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as long as he's
15 yards away from that one.

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Okay. You got it, Chief.

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[ Sighs ]Levi: There's tissue swelling,

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she had trouble
putting weight on it,

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and I can see
some slight bruising.

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It's probably a sprain,

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but I ordered an X-ray
to be safe.

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Nico:What happened, exactly?

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I rolled it
or someone stomped on it.

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I-I don't -- I don't know.
It happened fast.

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Alright, well, it's most likelyjust a sprain,

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but, Schmitt,shout when you get an X-ray.

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I'll take a look.

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[ Groans ]

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Levi: Chief,that's exactly what I said.

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But you're not
the orthopedic surgeon.

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Come on. Radiology!
Let's go.

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[ Sighs ]

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Bailey needs soccer
or T-ball.

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Or maybe we could get him
to run wind sprints

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up and down the driveway
just to wear him out.

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You think
that would be cruel?

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[ Sighs ]

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What's with everybodyposting "Happy birthday"

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all over your social media?Your birthday's next week.

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[ Sighs ]

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Wait. No.

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I didn't miss --

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How is next week
already over?

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I missed it myself
until my mom called.

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[ Sighs ]Our lives are insane.

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Okay, but when your mom called,why didn't you tell me?

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I didn't want you to feel bad.[ Sighs ]

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I feel bad now!

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[ Sighs ]

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I'm hungry.

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[ Sighs ]
Babe, I-I'm not upset.

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I promise. I-I ju--

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I lived another year.

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I made a healthy baby
with a woman I am crazy about.

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[ Sighs ] It's all good.

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Oh, God.

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[ Tape rewinds]

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You are the cutest, Scout.

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Or maybe not Scout.

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Why not Scout?

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I'm not sure yet.

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Oh.
Why not Scout?

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I love Scout as a nickname,

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and I love you.

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I got that. I'm good.

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But we should name him.

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I agree with Link.

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On Scout?On naming him.

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What about Tony?

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Mm...
You hate it.

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Tony Soprano."Tony Baloney."

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"Tony's a phony."

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I'm allowed
to not like names, right?

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I'm not weighing in
on that.

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♪♪

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Now...he's adorable,
whatever his name is.

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Right.

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Except...not Tony.

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♪♪

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No, not Tony.

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Screener: Thank you, sir.
Please wait over there. Next!

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[ Siren wails in distance ]

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Hey.Hey. Sorry to pull youfrom screening,

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but we're running lowon doctors over here.

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This should be the last kidfrom the wildfire.

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Nice change of pace --

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I mean...not nice.

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Obviously, it's -- it's terribleand infuriating,

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and, you know, for the first
time in my career,

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I haven't seen a strokeor a heart attack within a week,

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and I know that people
are still having them,

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but they're just afraid
to come in because of COVID,

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which means
they're dying at home.

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[ Sighs ] Sorry. Not a lot of
opportunity to vent these days.

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[ Siren wailing in distance ]

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Listen, Teddy, I know we'vebarely spoken since, um...

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You don't --
You don't need to say it.

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But I've been
thinking, and...

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there are some thingswe should talk about

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[Sighs] maybe after work,

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if our schedules allow?Yes, yes, yeah.

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Let's -- Let's -- Let's talk.[ Siren chirps ]

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♪♪

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[ Sighs ]

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Paramedic: 18-year-old male

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found half a mile
from the Black Ball Hill fire.

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Penetrating abdominal trauma
from a broken tree shard.

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Otherwise, alert
and oriented times three.

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Let's get him to trauma 2.Let's go.

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Please don't tell my dad.

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[ Tape rewinds]

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♪♪

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Hey.

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Amelia and Link
had their baby.

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Did you see him?
Really cute little guy.

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What happened last night?Oh, my mom told you, right?

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I, uh, had a last-minute
emergency surgery.

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I should have texted,

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or a voicemail
would have worked, too.

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[ Chuckles ]

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To tell methat our wedding was off?

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What? Not off,
just -- just delayed.

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Why would it be off?

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I don't know. I don't know.I just -- I-I guess I-I --

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I-It just -- I kind of --I got thrown.

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Yeah. Okay. Well, got it.

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Well, no. No. I don't wantto cancel our wedding, Teddy.

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Do you?No. [ Sighs ]

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[ Cellphone vibrates, chimes ]

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[ Sighs ]
Trauma's coming in.

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See ya.

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[ Chuckles ] Would you like meto buy you a Porsche, as well?

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Maybe a private jet?

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I know
it looks like a lot --

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It doesn't look like a lot.It isa lot!

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It is unreasonable.

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Catherine, it is just
what I need

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to keep my patients
alive and safe.

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What is unreasonable

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is that too many of them
are black and brown,

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and not enough people
seem to care.

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I know that!Then why are you yelling at me?

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I'm not yelling at you,

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I'm yelling at the worldthrough you!

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I hate this.

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I hate this!

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I am good at my job,

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and I have yet to meet a problemthat I couldn't fix

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until this!

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Try it, Maggie!It feels good to yell.

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I hate this, too!

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Yeah!
I hate this!

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I hate that I've had to cancel
all of my surgeries!

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I hate that people are dying

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because they don't have access
to healthcare!

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I hate that my entire day is
spent on a computer conference!

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Conference, conference!

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And I hate that everyone
is dying no matter what we do!

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Lord, I hatethat everyone is dying!

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I hate
that I can't fix it!

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I hate that I can't fix this!

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[ Both screaming ]

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[ Both laughing ]

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[ Groans ]

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And I hate that my husbandhasn't come back to me.

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[ Sighs ]

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♪♪

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[ Groans ]

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I hate that, too.

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♪♪

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[ Sighs ]

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[ Elevator bell dings ]

219
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Koracick: Hey.[ Clears throat ] Dr. Webber?

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Uh, I-I heard aboutyour PPE cleaning hack.

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Smart. [ Chuckles ]

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Well, I'm glad to help.

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I-I -- You know, I've beenmeaning to ask,

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how are things, uh,with you and Dr. Fox?

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You want to know
if she's back on the market?

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How kind of you
to offer. No.

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I-I wondered if I could, uh,take credit for your idea.

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Buy a little goodwill.

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Yeah, forget it.
I'll just, uh --

230
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I'll just hide
from her instead.

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♪♪

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[ Tape rewinds]

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Richard:
We cannot blame, um,

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environment, toxins,
family history.

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How 'bout that last quarter,
huh?

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Cells need apologies,

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and they need to know
on an elemental --No, no, no. No, no, no.

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The conference confirmed that
they weren't gonna post this.

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Damn it![ Groans ] They didn't.

240
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It was someone's cellphone.

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I've gone viral.

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Alright. That's fine.
We issue a press release.

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We explain the whole thing.
We explain the symptoms

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and the dangers
of cobalt poisoning.

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People need
to know the risks.

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My reputation, Jackson --
It's everything I had.

247
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And it'sstill intact, alright?

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You have a legendary career.
You got sick.

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It's tempting to want to point
to my illness and say,

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"That's why he made
so many mistakes."

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But rigorous honestyis a tenet of my sobriety,

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and if I look at myselfin the mirror,

253
00:10:01,078 --> 00:10:04,560
I know there were thingsthat were not the cobalt.

254
00:10:04,604 --> 00:10:05,953
They were just me.

255
00:10:05,996 --> 00:10:07,650
Look, I told Maggie

256
00:10:07,694 --> 00:10:09,347
she should operate
on her cousin.

257
00:10:09,391 --> 00:10:10,958
That was a tough call.
In that circumstance,

258
00:10:11,001 --> 00:10:12,394
I might have made
the same decision.

259
00:10:12,437 --> 00:10:16,616
And I spent time with a womanwho wasn't your mother.

260
00:10:16,659 --> 00:10:19,793
I knew it was wrong,and I did it anyway,

261
00:10:19,836 --> 00:10:23,710
all because she...
puffed up my ego.

262
00:10:23,753 --> 00:10:26,277
It wasn't physical.I made sure of that.

263
00:10:26,321 --> 00:10:28,932
But, still, it --

264
00:10:28,976 --> 00:10:31,761
it felt like cheating.

265
00:10:31,805 --> 00:10:34,155
And I have no one to blame
but myself.

266
00:10:34,198 --> 00:10:36,723
[ Cellphone chimes ]

267
00:10:36,766 --> 00:10:37,941
Ah, my patient.

268
00:10:37,985 --> 00:10:41,379
Ah, you -- you go.

269
00:10:41,423 --> 00:10:48,778
♪♪

270
00:10:48,822 --> 00:10:52,608
[ Indistinct talking
on television]

271
00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:56,699
School is done, and the kids
are watching a movie.

272
00:10:56,743 --> 00:10:59,702
All three of them?How'd you swing that?

273
00:10:59,746 --> 00:11:02,705
I told them it's what you wanted
for your re-birthday.

274
00:11:02,749 --> 00:11:06,840
[ Sighs ] I missed the real one,so now it's today. Surprise!

275
00:11:06,883 --> 00:11:08,668
Amelia, you don't have to...

276
00:11:08,711 --> 00:11:11,801
Do you realize
what I have done?

277
00:11:11,845 --> 00:11:14,325
When was the last time
every child in this house

278
00:11:14,369 --> 00:11:17,328
was doing something
that did not involve us?

279
00:11:17,372 --> 00:11:18,852
And the baby's asleep.

280
00:11:18,895 --> 00:11:20,897
The baby has a name.

281
00:11:25,119 --> 00:11:28,035
But...I just forgot it.

282
00:11:28,078 --> 00:11:29,993
[ Television continues]

283
00:11:30,037 --> 00:11:32,300
[ Baby cooing ]

284
00:11:32,343 --> 00:11:33,605
Mikey.

285
00:11:33,649 --> 00:11:35,433
[ Baby cooing ]

286
00:11:35,477 --> 00:11:38,480
Evan.

287
00:11:38,523 --> 00:11:40,308
Toby.

288
00:11:40,351 --> 00:11:41,788
What are you doing?

289
00:11:41,831 --> 00:11:44,007
Oh, uh, I figured

290
00:11:44,051 --> 00:11:46,836
if we couldn't pick a name,

291
00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:48,316
he could pick his own.

292
00:11:48,359 --> 00:11:51,972
Maybe he'll react
when I say the right one.

293
00:11:52,015 --> 00:11:55,671
Hmm? And I can't think
of a better idea.

294
00:11:55,715 --> 00:11:57,194
Mark.

295
00:11:57,238 --> 00:11:59,544
[ Laughs ]

296
00:11:59,588 --> 00:12:00,589
Gabriel.

297
00:12:00,632 --> 00:12:02,722
No, no, no,
not that one.

298
00:12:02,765 --> 00:12:05,768
Gabe Lincoln?Oh, God.

299
00:12:05,812 --> 00:12:07,204
Maybe we should try
some girl names.

300
00:12:07,248 --> 00:12:08,902
We don't knowif he'll identify as male.

301
00:12:08,945 --> 00:12:10,338
Good point.

302
00:12:10,381 --> 00:12:11,382
Kimberly.

303
00:12:14,168 --> 00:12:17,606
[ Monitor beeping ]

304
00:12:17,649 --> 00:12:20,696
This kid's dadattacked another kid's dad,

305
00:12:20,740 --> 00:12:22,654
somehow Bailey's foot
got involved,

306
00:12:22,698 --> 00:12:24,308
and now they're all
in the E.R.

307
00:12:24,352 --> 00:12:28,443
Well, I'm okay with that as longas no one's dying of the plague.

308
00:12:28,486 --> 00:12:31,402
DeLuca's wondering if there'san update for the dad.

309
00:12:31,446 --> 00:12:33,491
I mean, his blood pressure's
barely holding,

310
00:12:33,535 --> 00:12:38,322
and his burns are extensive,
so it's a long road.

311
00:12:38,366 --> 00:12:41,369
Oh, wow.

312
00:12:41,412 --> 00:12:43,937
These burns have gone through
the muscle, into his chest?

313
00:12:43,980 --> 00:12:45,547
Wait, you're touchinghis lung?

314
00:12:45,590 --> 00:12:46,896
Have cardio
meet us in the O.R.

315
00:12:46,940 --> 00:12:48,419
Get a thoracotomy tray ready
right away.

316
00:12:48,463 --> 00:12:51,379
I'm on it.

317
00:12:51,422 --> 00:12:53,729
[ Siren wailing in distance ]

318
00:13:05,610 --> 00:13:07,830
[ Sighs, sniffs ]

319
00:13:07,874 --> 00:13:09,614
Hey.
Hey.

320
00:13:09,658 --> 00:13:11,834
Look, I-I don't know when I'm
gonna get another quiet moment,

321
00:13:11,878 --> 00:13:13,314
so do you want to talk now?

322
00:13:13,357 --> 00:13:15,229
Uh, yeah, sure.
That's a good idea.

323
00:13:15,272 --> 00:13:17,884
There hasn't really beenmuch time to think lately.

324
00:13:17,927 --> 00:13:21,670
But what little timethere has been, I've been --

325
00:13:21,713 --> 00:13:24,194
I've been thinking
about the future

326
00:13:24,238 --> 00:13:26,153
and ourfuture.

327
00:13:26,196 --> 00:13:29,330
Yeah, me, too.

328
00:13:29,373 --> 00:13:32,855
So I took a look at my medicaldirectives and my will.

329
00:13:32,899 --> 00:13:35,815
And if anything
happened to me,

330
00:13:35,858 --> 00:13:37,251
obviously,
you'd get Allison,

331
00:13:37,294 --> 00:13:38,948
uh, but we haven't made a planfor Leo.

332
00:13:38,992 --> 00:13:40,341
[ Clears throat ]Owen, I want to talk about us.

333
00:13:40,384 --> 00:13:42,299
And I haven't talked to Ameliaand Link about this...

334
00:13:42,343 --> 00:13:43,910
I wanna talk about you and me.

335
00:13:43,953 --> 00:13:45,607
...but if you -- if you can't,then maybe they'd be willing --

336
00:13:45,650 --> 00:13:47,261
[ Cellphone vibrates, chimes ]

337
00:13:47,304 --> 00:13:49,045
At least then, the kids would --[ Cellphone vibrates, chimes ]

338
00:13:49,089 --> 00:13:50,307
You --You need to get that?

339
00:13:50,351 --> 00:13:52,179
Yeah. I-I'm sorry.
I, um --

340
00:13:52,222 --> 00:13:55,051
Um, yeah.
The O.R. needs me now.

341
00:13:55,095 --> 00:13:56,574
Yeah. Okay.

342
00:13:56,618 --> 00:13:59,403
Owen, look. Leo and Allison,
they're brother and sister.

343
00:13:59,447 --> 00:14:01,318
I w-- I-I don't want
to split them up.

344
00:14:01,362 --> 00:14:02,493
Of course not.
I don't, either.

345
00:14:02,537 --> 00:14:03,843
And if you're okay
with them both --

346
00:14:03,886 --> 00:14:07,672
[ Scoffs ] I'm not okay
with you dying, Owen.

347
00:14:07,716 --> 00:14:09,892
♪♪

348
00:14:09,936 --> 00:14:11,415
Let's talk later, then.

349
00:14:18,509 --> 00:14:21,164
Meredith: Hey, hey, Hayes!
I got your page.

350
00:14:21,208 --> 00:14:23,514
Please tell me it's a surgery.It's surgery.

351
00:14:23,558 --> 00:14:25,429
Oh, good, 'cause I can't
call time of death

352
00:14:25,473 --> 00:14:26,953
on one more person.

353
00:14:26,996 --> 00:14:28,911
And I don't want it
to be someone's grandmother.

354
00:14:28,955 --> 00:14:30,957
Oh, you'd prefer
it was a teenager?

355
00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:32,959
Well, no, no.
That came out wrong.

356
00:14:33,002 --> 00:14:34,308
I just want to do
what I'm best at,

357
00:14:34,351 --> 00:14:36,005
and cutting people open
is what I'm best at,

358
00:14:36,049 --> 00:14:37,877
and what do we have?Frankie Morris.

359
00:14:37,920 --> 00:14:40,314
Eight weeks ago, I helpedgive him a transplanted kidney

360
00:14:40,357 --> 00:14:41,924
for ARPKD.

361
00:14:41,968 --> 00:14:43,230
It was behaving beautifully

362
00:14:43,273 --> 00:14:45,319
till a tree branchpenetrated it earlier today.

363
00:14:45,362 --> 00:14:47,147
Injured the superior pole.

364
00:14:47,190 --> 00:14:49,062
Tree branch?He was running from a wildfire.

365
00:14:49,105 --> 00:14:51,716
What do you think?I think I'm saving a kidney!

366
00:14:51,760 --> 00:14:54,937
♪♪

367
00:14:54,981 --> 00:14:56,330
You coming?Well, I wouldn't mind,

368
00:14:56,373 --> 00:14:58,288
considering it's my patient.

369
00:14:58,332 --> 00:14:59,811
Stay out of my way.

370
00:14:59,855 --> 00:15:03,250
Uh-huh.

371
00:15:03,293 --> 00:15:04,512
Levi: How does this feel?

372
00:15:04,555 --> 00:15:06,296
T-T-- It feels likeyou put on a tourniquet,

373
00:15:06,340 --> 00:15:08,820
and all my blood flowhas stopped. T-- Ah!

374
00:15:08,864 --> 00:15:12,912
Alright. Uh, we got some softtissue swelling but no fracture.

375
00:15:12,955 --> 00:15:14,957
You'll be as good as new in
a few days if you stay off it.

376
00:15:15,001 --> 00:15:17,829
Oh, great.
Just like I thought.

377
00:15:17,873 --> 00:15:20,136
[ Sighs ]

378
00:15:20,180 --> 00:15:21,659
Richard: Ah.

379
00:15:21,703 --> 00:15:22,878
Well, what happened here?

380
00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:25,968
There was a fistfightbetween some parents.

381
00:15:26,012 --> 00:15:27,665
You start it?

382
00:15:27,709 --> 00:15:29,232
I live in a hotel.

383
00:15:29,276 --> 00:15:31,321
My sister-in-lawtakes care of my boys.

384
00:15:31,365 --> 00:15:32,670
I only get to see my husband

385
00:15:32,714 --> 00:15:35,630
when he comes hereto clap for me every 12 hours,

386
00:15:35,673 --> 00:15:38,589
and two grown men just used me
as a wrestling mat.

387
00:15:38,633 --> 00:15:40,287
You're not funny.[ Knock on door ]

388
00:15:40,330 --> 00:15:41,766
Zander: Dr. Fox
is ready for you, Chief.

389
00:15:41,810 --> 00:15:43,029
Ugh.Ohh.

390
00:15:43,072 --> 00:15:44,639
Should I tell her to wait?

391
00:15:44,682 --> 00:15:47,033
And if so, can someone else?
Because I am not her favorite.

392
00:15:47,076 --> 00:15:49,252
Levi:
So [Sighs] conference room?

393
00:15:49,296 --> 00:15:51,472
No. Cancun.

394
00:15:52,342 --> 00:15:53,865
See? That was funny.

395
00:15:53,909 --> 00:15:54,997
Chief Bailey?

396
00:15:55,041 --> 00:15:57,130
T-- Uh, tell her
I'll be there soon.

397
00:15:57,173 --> 00:15:59,262
♪♪

398
00:15:59,306 --> 00:16:01,264
Ugh.

399
00:16:01,308 --> 00:16:03,571
♪♪

400
00:16:03,614 --> 00:16:05,660
Jackson:Rigorous honesty, right?

401
00:16:05,703 --> 00:16:09,316
I am here to berigorously honest with you.

402
00:16:09,359 --> 00:16:10,752
No, not right now,
thank you.

403
00:16:10,795 --> 00:16:12,232
I'm gonna tell you my truth,and you're gonna listen,

404
00:16:12,275 --> 00:16:14,060
whether you like it or not,because you're bed-bound

405
00:16:14,103 --> 00:16:15,583
and I'm not.

406
00:16:17,541 --> 00:16:20,501
I know it's really hardto live with my mom.

407
00:16:20,544 --> 00:16:21,937
I know she can be
withholding

408
00:16:21,981 --> 00:16:25,593
when she's angry
or feels slighted.

409
00:16:25,636 --> 00:16:27,377
And I remember.I know she didn't say anything

410
00:16:27,421 --> 00:16:29,423
when Bailey fired you.

411
00:16:29,466 --> 00:16:30,902
I have been where you are.

412
00:16:30,946 --> 00:16:33,035
I get it.And, yeah, I'm a little pissed

413
00:16:33,079 --> 00:16:34,863
about the whole
other-woman thing,

414
00:16:34,906 --> 00:16:36,386
but you know what?
A-At my core,

415
00:16:36,430 --> 00:16:38,127
I kind of -- I kind of evenget that, too,

416
00:16:38,171 --> 00:16:41,000
because I know that Momcan push people to need to prove

417
00:16:41,043 --> 00:16:43,654
that she is not the sun, moon,and stars all rolled into one,

418
00:16:43,698 --> 00:16:45,308
to prove that you'reyour own man,

419
00:16:45,352 --> 00:16:47,484
to prove that, "Hey, sometimesyou're just plain wrong,"

420
00:16:47,528 --> 00:16:48,746
even if she'll
never admit it.

421
00:16:48,790 --> 00:16:50,400
I also get
that she kind of is

422
00:16:50,444 --> 00:16:52,141
the sun, moon, and starsall rolled into one,

423
00:16:52,185 --> 00:16:54,013
especially when
she loves you,

424
00:16:54,056 --> 00:16:57,364
'cause when she loves you,man, she will move mountains

425
00:16:57,407 --> 00:16:58,669
to help you.

426
00:16:58,713 --> 00:17:01,281
She will dedicate herselftotally and completely

427
00:17:01,324 --> 00:17:03,631
to helping you, to getting youwhere you need to go,

428
00:17:03,674 --> 00:17:06,503
however you need
to get there.

429
00:17:06,547 --> 00:17:08,288
When she loves,
it's super hard.

430
00:17:08,331 --> 00:17:11,291
and all of that love --it's worth the rest of it.

431
00:17:11,334 --> 00:17:12,814
I know you love her.I know you do.

432
00:17:12,857 --> 00:17:14,163
'Cause you're
physically better.

433
00:17:14,207 --> 00:17:16,426
The cobalt's pretty muchout of your system by now.

434
00:17:16,470 --> 00:17:17,819
You're still not yourself.You're not even fighting

435
00:17:17,862 --> 00:17:20,126
for your damn reputationor your career, Richard,

436
00:17:20,169 --> 00:17:21,997
'cause your wife isn't here.

437
00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:24,826
Why is that?'Cause you sent her away.

438
00:17:24,869 --> 00:17:26,393
I know with all of my being

439
00:17:26,436 --> 00:17:29,396
that you need to get over thisstubborn ego, stubborn pride,

440
00:17:29,439 --> 00:17:31,833
and go call and claimthe woman that you love,

441
00:17:31,876 --> 00:17:33,356
'cause you're not gonna
get over it.

442
00:17:33,400 --> 00:17:37,491
And you're damn surenever gonna get over her.

443
00:17:37,534 --> 00:17:39,710
You know, I'm not too old
to kick your ass.

444
00:17:39,754 --> 00:17:41,799
[ Chuckles ]

445
00:17:41,843 --> 00:17:44,106
♪♪

446
00:17:44,150 --> 00:17:45,716
I always wanted a son.

447
00:17:45,760 --> 00:17:47,892
Well, you've got one.

448
00:17:47,936 --> 00:17:51,244
So when she calls you, justanswer the damn phone, okay?

449
00:17:51,287 --> 00:17:52,680
Hear her out.

450
00:17:52,723 --> 00:17:55,509
If you don't want to do itfor yourself, do it for me.

451
00:17:55,552 --> 00:17:57,032
[ Monitors beeping ]

452
00:17:57,076 --> 00:18:00,209
Jackson: Can I get another
2 units of blood on standby?

453
00:18:00,253 --> 00:18:01,428
Got your page.Got your page.

454
00:18:01,471 --> 00:18:03,256
Jackson: Get in here.Both of you.

455
00:18:03,299 --> 00:18:04,866
His burns have gone
past the chest wall

456
00:18:04,909 --> 00:18:06,476
all the way
into the thoracic cavity.

457
00:18:06,520 --> 00:18:08,304
Maggie: Full-thickness burns
all the way to the lungs?

458
00:18:08,348 --> 00:18:09,523
Have you ever seen
anything like that?

459
00:18:09,566 --> 00:18:12,395
Teddy:
Yeah, in a bombing in Iraq.

460
00:18:12,439 --> 00:18:14,223
Jo: Clamp.

461
00:18:24,886 --> 00:18:26,931
Link:
This feels like...

462
00:18:26,975 --> 00:18:30,283
[ Chuckles ]

463
00:18:30,326 --> 00:18:33,068
I had this friend
in the bike shop in Venice.

464
00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:34,809
Mm-hmm.

465
00:18:34,852 --> 00:18:38,813
And one year,
it rained like crazy.

466
00:18:38,856 --> 00:18:40,989
And he said, uh,

467
00:18:41,032 --> 00:18:42,947
there had to be
this one moment

468
00:18:42,991 --> 00:18:46,473
when all the windshield wipers
on all the cars in the city

469
00:18:46,516 --> 00:18:51,391
were aligned and in sync
just for one or two wipes.

470
00:18:51,434 --> 00:18:57,179
He called it a fleeting moment
of profound harmony.

471
00:18:57,223 --> 00:18:59,834
Mm. This friend
smoke a lot of pot?

472
00:18:59,877 --> 00:19:04,926
Mm. Yeah, he had a medical card
anda dealer.

473
00:19:04,969 --> 00:19:08,234
[ Baby crying over monitor]

474
00:19:08,277 --> 00:19:10,192
[ Groans ]I got it.

475
00:19:10,236 --> 00:19:12,151
You enjoy

476
00:19:12,194 --> 00:19:16,329
your profound momentof fleeting --

477
00:19:16,372 --> 00:19:17,852
Happy birthday.
[ Sighs ]

478
00:19:17,895 --> 00:19:19,114
[ Chuckles ][ Sighs ]

479
00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,290
[ Continues crying]

480
00:19:23,771 --> 00:19:26,904
[ Sighs ]

481
00:19:26,948 --> 00:19:30,647
This website says some peoplepick names from a dream.

482
00:19:30,691 --> 00:19:32,736
What was the last dream you hadbefore the baby was born?

483
00:19:32,780 --> 00:19:34,738
Um, does it have to be
my dream?

484
00:19:34,782 --> 00:19:37,915
Yes, because I don't thinkwe should call him

485
00:19:37,959 --> 00:19:40,266
Sex with His Dad.

486
00:19:40,309 --> 00:19:42,920
I don't think Snake in a Vest
is much better.

487
00:19:42,964 --> 00:19:43,965
Right.

488
00:19:44,008 --> 00:19:45,227
Okay. Let's keep going.

489
00:19:45,271 --> 00:19:46,968
Power through it.Think outside the box.

490
00:19:47,011 --> 00:19:48,752
No wrong answers.Say some things you love.

491
00:19:48,796 --> 00:19:52,974
Or we could just
take a step back...

492
00:19:53,017 --> 00:19:57,544
rest our brains, revisitthe subject when we feel more...

493
00:19:57,587 --> 00:19:59,328
like ourselves?

494
00:19:59,372 --> 00:20:02,853
"Like ourselves" as in"not hormonal and crazy"?

495
00:20:02,897 --> 00:20:05,465
I mean...

496
00:20:05,508 --> 00:20:07,118
Yes?
Go away.

497
00:20:07,162 --> 00:20:08,381
I-I --
Get out

498
00:20:08,424 --> 00:20:10,774
before I shoot breast milkin your eyes.

499
00:20:10,818 --> 00:20:12,341
♪♪

500
00:20:12,385 --> 00:20:14,125
[ Suction gurgling,
monitor beeping ]

501
00:20:14,169 --> 00:20:15,301
Hayes:
No one would be able tell

502
00:20:15,344 --> 00:20:17,172
you've been out of the O.R.
for a while.

503
00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:18,782
Meredith:I recite surgical steps

504
00:20:18,826 --> 00:20:21,176
when I'm putting on my PPE.

505
00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:24,788
I'm claustrophobic,so it calms me down.

506
00:20:24,832 --> 00:20:26,137
How are your lot
taking it?

507
00:20:26,181 --> 00:20:27,313
My kids?
Mm-hmm.

508
00:20:27,356 --> 00:20:28,749
Well, I haven't been homein two weeks,

509
00:20:28,792 --> 00:20:32,100
so I'm not surethey remember who I am.

510
00:20:32,143 --> 00:20:33,710
My lads are
crawling the walls.

511
00:20:33,754 --> 00:20:35,886
I just pray to God they don't
do anything this stupid.

512
00:20:35,930 --> 00:20:37,453
Gonna tell mewhen you were this age,

513
00:20:37,497 --> 00:20:39,499
you don't remember being awayfrom your friends for two days

514
00:20:39,542 --> 00:20:41,196
feeling like an eternity?

515
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:43,154
Friends, no.
Girlfriend, maybe.

516
00:20:43,198 --> 00:20:44,808
I once hoisted myself
over an electric fence

517
00:20:44,852 --> 00:20:47,158
to get to a girlfriend.

518
00:20:47,202 --> 00:20:48,856
What were you doingbehind an electric fence?

519
00:20:48,899 --> 00:20:51,250
Ah, we don't know each other
well enough for that story yet.

520
00:20:53,600 --> 00:20:56,080
Alright, Frankie.
Moment of truth.

521
00:20:56,124 --> 00:20:57,821
We'll have to inspectthe calyces,

522
00:20:57,865 --> 00:21:00,215
but so far, so good.

523
00:21:03,566 --> 00:21:05,829
Well, what do you know?Maybe there is another tomorrow.

524
00:21:05,873 --> 00:21:06,961
[ Chuckles ]

525
00:21:07,004 --> 00:21:08,658
[ Monitors beeping rapidly ]

526
00:21:08,702 --> 00:21:10,530
Damn it.
Clamp.

527
00:21:10,573 --> 00:21:12,314
♪♪

528
00:21:12,358 --> 00:21:13,576
Come on, Frankie.

529
00:21:13,620 --> 00:21:15,274
Come on, Frankie.

530
00:21:15,317 --> 00:21:17,319
♪♪

531
00:21:17,363 --> 00:21:18,973
No, no, no. Ma, Ma,you got to do the thing

532
00:21:19,016 --> 00:21:20,366
where you pretend
that the broccoli

533
00:21:20,409 --> 00:21:22,542
is the brother of the carrotsthat he already ate

534
00:21:22,585 --> 00:21:25,327
and that they need to bereunited in his tummy.

535
00:21:25,371 --> 00:21:29,331
Yeah, like, uh, "Please,Mr. Leo. Please, please,

536
00:21:29,375 --> 00:21:31,986
let me be reunitedwith my sister in your tummy."

537
00:21:32,029 --> 00:21:35,381
Okay? Okay, good. Yeah, Ma.I got to go. I love you. Bye.

538
00:21:35,424 --> 00:21:37,470
Aaron: Excuse me, Doctor.
Uh, my son is Frankie.

539
00:21:37,513 --> 00:21:39,341
Is there any update?

540
00:21:39,385 --> 00:21:40,647
Do they have to take
his new kidney out?

541
00:21:40,690 --> 00:21:42,126
Are -- Are we going through thisall over again?

542
00:21:42,170 --> 00:21:43,563
Well, he only justwent up to the O.R.,

543
00:21:43,606 --> 00:21:48,568
so it's gonna be a whilebefore we know, I'm afraid.

544
00:21:48,611 --> 00:21:51,484
You know, when COVID started, Itold Frankie, "Now it's our turn

545
00:21:51,527 --> 00:21:54,356
to protect the doctors
and nurses who helped you,"

546
00:21:54,400 --> 00:21:56,227
and we have been diligent
and careful.

547
00:21:56,271 --> 00:21:57,968
We have quarantined,
and we have prayed,

548
00:21:58,012 --> 00:22:02,146
and now my own son,
my son who is alive

549
00:22:02,190 --> 00:22:05,193
because a good person died
and donated a kidney --

550
00:22:05,236 --> 00:22:10,677
He threw it all away
for a party.

551
00:22:10,720 --> 00:22:13,375
[ Voice breaking ] I love my sonmore than I love myself,

552
00:22:13,419 --> 00:22:14,898
and I want him to be okay.

553
00:22:14,942 --> 00:22:17,988
[ Crying ]
But I am so mad.

554
00:22:18,032 --> 00:22:20,426
I don't know how I'll even
be able to look at him.

555
00:22:20,469 --> 00:22:23,472
♪♪

556
00:22:24,865 --> 00:22:26,475
Owen: Schmitt,
check on her post-op HandH

557
00:22:26,519 --> 00:22:29,348
and keep an eye
on her urine output, okay?

558
00:22:33,047 --> 00:22:34,962
Owen...

559
00:22:35,005 --> 00:22:37,617
what's going on?

560
00:22:37,660 --> 00:22:40,663
What's wrong? I --
[ Sighs ]

561
00:22:40,707 --> 00:22:41,838
What are you not saying?I know you.

562
00:22:41,882 --> 00:22:45,015
I-I know that there issomething wrong.

563
00:22:46,843 --> 00:22:49,019
Do you think maybe
you're projecting, Teddy?

564
00:22:49,063 --> 00:22:51,413
I mean [Chuckles]
what are younot saying?

565
00:22:51,457 --> 00:22:54,460
What are you
not telling me?

566
00:22:54,503 --> 00:22:57,463
I'm right here.

567
00:22:57,506 --> 00:23:00,988
I'm right here, Teddy,
and I love you.

568
00:23:01,031 --> 00:23:05,514
And I [Sighs]
I trust you.

569
00:23:05,558 --> 00:23:07,473
And you're
my best friend.

570
00:23:07,516 --> 00:23:10,389
So if there's something...

571
00:23:10,432 --> 00:23:15,002
you need to tell me,
now is the time.

572
00:23:18,832 --> 00:23:21,965
No. No, there -- there'snothing. [ Chuckles ]

573
00:23:22,009 --> 00:23:23,445
Nothing.

574
00:23:23,489 --> 00:23:26,361
[ Inhales deeply ]

575
00:23:26,405 --> 00:23:28,232
[ Sighs ]

576
00:23:30,017 --> 00:23:33,803
[ Teddy and Koracick moaning]

577
00:23:33,847 --> 00:23:36,153
Teddy: Oh, God. Oh.

578
00:23:36,197 --> 00:23:37,981
Koracick: Let's not wait
till 7:00. Let's leave now.

579
00:23:38,025 --> 00:23:40,157
No, I can't.
[ Breathing heavily]

580
00:23:40,201 --> 00:23:41,681
Schmitt -- I can't leave with you.

581
00:23:41,724 --> 00:23:44,423
Oh, my God.Schmitt played this for me
in the O.R.

582
00:23:44,466 --> 00:23:46,163
I am marrying Owen....on what was supposed to be

583
00:23:46,207 --> 00:23:47,861
our wedding day.

584
00:23:47,904 --> 00:23:50,951
[ Sighs ]

585
00:23:50,994 --> 00:23:52,996
So much for love.

586
00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:54,911
♪♪

587
00:23:54,955 --> 00:23:56,652
So much for friendship.

588
00:23:56,696 --> 00:23:58,828
So much for --
[ Sniffles ]

589
00:23:58,872 --> 00:24:02,266
So much for trust.
[ Chuckles dryly ]

590
00:24:02,310 --> 00:24:03,485
Owen, I --So much for us.

591
00:24:03,529 --> 00:24:04,530
Owen, wait, wait.No.

592
00:24:04,573 --> 00:24:06,227
Oh, my God. Wait. Owen.

593
00:24:06,270 --> 00:24:08,664
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

594
00:24:08,708 --> 00:24:10,753
[ Crying ]

595
00:24:10,797 --> 00:24:12,233
Oh, my God.

596
00:24:18,239 --> 00:24:21,503
No. They said
he was outof surgery.

597
00:24:21,547 --> 00:24:23,462
There were
some complications.

598
00:24:23,505 --> 00:24:26,508
Uh, y-your son's burns were muchdeeper than we saw initially,

599
00:24:26,552 --> 00:24:29,206
so they had to
take him back in.

600
00:24:29,250 --> 00:24:32,079
Sorry.

601
00:24:32,122 --> 00:24:33,907
Kayden told me
about the party

602
00:24:33,950 --> 00:24:36,823
and asked if he could
take the car.

603
00:24:36,866 --> 00:24:40,957
And I had this feeling in my gutlike it's not a good idea.

604
00:24:41,001 --> 00:24:43,133
But I figured,

605
00:24:43,177 --> 00:24:44,787
it's just a few kids.

606
00:24:44,831 --> 00:24:47,616
They'll all wear masks.

607
00:24:47,660 --> 00:24:49,618
No one will find out.

608
00:24:49,662 --> 00:24:51,968
[ GoldFord's
"Walk With Me" playing ]

609
00:24:52,012 --> 00:24:54,536
Why didn't I say no?

610
00:24:54,580 --> 00:24:57,408
♪♪

611
00:24:57,452 --> 00:25:03,806
♪ Walk with me,
I'll walk with you ♪

612
00:25:03,850 --> 00:25:09,943
♪ Down these troubled roads
we've stumbled into ♪

613
00:25:09,986 --> 00:25:13,163
♪ We're all in this thing
together ♪

614
00:25:13,207 --> 00:25:15,731
♪ We're gonna make it through

615
00:25:15,775 --> 00:25:21,389
♪ Walk with me,
I'll walk with you ♪

616
00:25:21,432 --> 00:25:28,178
♪ Be there for me,
I'll be there for you ♪

617
00:25:28,222 --> 00:25:31,225
♪ When we're
running out of hope ♪

618
00:25:31,268 --> 00:25:34,228
♪ When we don't know
what to do ♪

619
00:25:34,271 --> 00:25:39,755
♪ Like a candle in the darkness
shining bright and true ♪

620
00:25:39,799 --> 00:25:45,674
♪ Be there for me,
I'll be there for you ♪

621
00:25:45,718 --> 00:25:50,679
♪ Walk with me,
I'll walk with you ♪

622
00:25:50,723 --> 00:25:52,072
[ Cellphone vibrates, chimes ]

623
00:25:52,115 --> 00:25:55,031
♪ I know the rain of today

624
00:25:55,075 --> 00:25:58,339
♪ Will bring tomorrow's bloom

625
00:25:58,382 --> 00:26:01,168
♪ When we can't see
where we're goin' ♪

626
00:26:01,211 --> 00:26:03,692
♪ Or what the world
is coming to ♪

627
00:26:03,736 --> 00:26:09,219
♪ Will you walk with me?
Oh, I'll walk with you ♪

628
00:26:09,263 --> 00:26:13,833
♪♪

629
00:26:13,876 --> 00:26:16,575
♪ Walk with me

630
00:26:16,618 --> 00:26:18,794
♪♪

631
00:26:18,838 --> 00:26:22,624
♪ And I will walk with you

632
00:26:22,668 --> 00:26:26,106
♪♪

633
00:26:26,149 --> 00:26:29,065
♪ Walk with me

634
00:26:29,109 --> 00:26:30,980
♪♪

635
00:26:31,024 --> 00:26:34,114
♪ And I will walk with you

636
00:26:34,157 --> 00:26:36,290
♪ It's gonna be

637
00:26:36,333 --> 00:26:38,248
♪ Oh, it's gonna be

638
00:26:38,292 --> 00:26:41,164
♪ Walk with me ♪ Gonna be, gonna be alright

639
00:26:41,208 --> 00:26:43,123
♪ Everything

640
00:26:43,166 --> 00:26:46,126
♪ And I will walk with you ♪ Is gonna be alright

641
00:26:46,169 --> 00:26:47,562
♪ Yeah ♪ Walk with me

642
00:26:47,606 --> 00:26:50,260
♪ Ooh, it's gonna be

643
00:26:50,304 --> 00:26:53,307
♪ Walk with me ♪ Gonna be, gonna be alright

644
00:26:53,350 --> 00:26:55,178
♪ Everything

645
00:26:55,222 --> 00:26:59,443
♪ And I will walk with you ♪ Is gonna be alright

646
00:26:59,487 --> 00:27:03,709
♪ Walk with me,
and I will walk with you ♪

647
00:27:03,752 --> 00:27:04,797
Hayes: Aaron?

648
00:27:04,840 --> 00:27:06,755
Hey, Doc.Happy to report

649
00:27:06,799 --> 00:27:08,670
he pulled through surgery
like a champ, okay?

650
00:27:08,714 --> 00:27:10,541
Dr. Grey's settling him
into the ICU now.

651
00:27:10,585 --> 00:27:11,934
And w-what about his kidney?

652
00:27:11,978 --> 00:27:13,980
Okay. We did have to remove
part of his kidney,

653
00:27:14,023 --> 00:27:15,503
but it's still functioning,

654
00:27:15,546 --> 00:27:17,157
so we'll monitor him closely,
but it's promising.

655
00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:19,812
Okay. Thank you so much,Dr. Hayes. Thank you.

656
00:27:19,855 --> 00:27:21,770
Once the anesthesia wears off,
we'll set you up with a tablet

657
00:27:21,814 --> 00:27:24,033
so you can chat, okay?Thank you!

658
00:27:26,340 --> 00:27:28,211
DeLuca: Mr. Lee?

659
00:27:28,255 --> 00:27:29,822
These are Kayden's doctors.

660
00:27:29,865 --> 00:27:31,084
Steve: How is he?

661
00:27:31,127 --> 00:27:33,216
Is Mrs. Lee here?

662
00:27:33,260 --> 00:27:35,610
She's outside.
One second.

663
00:27:35,654 --> 00:27:37,612
Let me get her on the phone.No, no, we sh--

664
00:27:37,656 --> 00:27:39,962
Teddy: Let's -- Let's go
and talk to her.

665
00:27:40,006 --> 00:27:41,703
Why?

666
00:27:44,837 --> 00:27:46,969
No.

667
00:27:47,013 --> 00:27:49,102
Oh, God.

668
00:27:49,145 --> 00:27:52,148
No.

669
00:27:52,192 --> 00:27:54,498
Just tell me he's alive.

670
00:27:54,542 --> 00:27:56,892
Just that much, because...

671
00:27:56,936 --> 00:27:59,329
I can't go
all the way to my wife

672
00:27:59,373 --> 00:28:03,029
if I don't even know that.

673
00:28:03,072 --> 00:28:06,162
[ Crying ] No.

674
00:28:06,206 --> 00:28:08,817
No!

675
00:28:08,861 --> 00:28:10,645
He can't be.

676
00:28:10,689 --> 00:28:14,431
Not my baby boy.

677
00:28:14,475 --> 00:28:18,261
[ Sobbing ]
Oh, not my baby boy.

678
00:28:18,305 --> 00:28:21,787
[ Sobbing ]

679
00:28:21,830 --> 00:28:24,441
No!
[ Crying ]

680
00:28:24,485 --> 00:28:26,574
It's okay. Come on.

681
00:28:26,617 --> 00:28:28,489
I got you.

682
00:28:28,532 --> 00:28:30,534
I got you.

683
00:28:30,578 --> 00:28:33,059
[ Crying ]

684
00:28:33,102 --> 00:28:39,195
♪♪

685
00:28:39,239 --> 00:28:45,332
♪♪

686
00:28:45,375 --> 00:28:49,597
So, that's your report --
that the world is on fire?

687
00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:51,773
Bailey: I think it'san accurate summation.

688
00:28:51,817 --> 00:28:54,297
What, you -- you want meto give you the long version?

689
00:28:54,341 --> 00:28:57,648
Well, Koracick's
$100,000 order

690
00:28:57,692 --> 00:28:59,346
was nothing but booties.

691
00:28:59,389 --> 00:29:01,783
We are losing people.We're losing money.

692
00:29:01,827 --> 00:29:05,047
But we'll keep showing upuntil we win.

693
00:29:05,091 --> 00:29:07,006
End of report.[ Door opens ]

694
00:29:07,049 --> 00:29:09,530
Look, I get that Richard
humiliated you

695
00:29:09,573 --> 00:29:11,967
when he sent you away
after his surgery.

696
00:29:12,011 --> 00:29:13,360
So what?

697
00:29:13,403 --> 00:29:15,971
You humiliated him
when you bought his hospital.

698
00:29:16,015 --> 00:29:19,148
You have both done
incredibly hurtful things.

699
00:29:19,192 --> 00:29:22,543
But he is someone who can
help you through this nightmare

700
00:29:22,586 --> 00:29:24,327
and bring you some joy,

701
00:29:24,371 --> 00:29:26,808
which is something we all need
more of right now.

702
00:29:26,852 --> 00:29:30,812
And it's only too late
if you decide it's too late!

703
00:29:30,856 --> 00:29:32,422
There are people dying!

704
00:29:32,466 --> 00:29:34,816
There are children dying!

705
00:29:34,860 --> 00:29:36,992
There's a worldwide pandemic!

706
00:29:37,036 --> 00:29:38,602
But you are still alive.

707
00:29:38,646 --> 00:29:40,300
And I am sorry
that I'm yelling right now,

708
00:29:40,343 --> 00:29:42,345
but it really does feel good,

709
00:29:42,389 --> 00:29:44,260
especially when it's the truth!

710
00:29:44,304 --> 00:29:48,134
[ Claps hands ]Also an accurate summation.

711
00:29:48,177 --> 00:29:49,526
Schmitt?

712
00:29:49,570 --> 00:29:52,094
Levi: Oh, thank God.
That was really uncomfortable.

713
00:29:52,138 --> 00:29:54,444
[ Chuckles ]

714
00:30:01,495 --> 00:30:03,758
[ Crying ]

715
00:30:07,893 --> 00:30:09,155
[ Door opens ]

716
00:30:09,198 --> 00:30:10,417
[ Clears throat ]

717
00:30:10,460 --> 00:30:15,509
Sorry. I just, um --[ Clears throat ]

718
00:30:15,552 --> 00:30:17,424
I just really wantedthat kid to live.

719
00:30:17,467 --> 00:30:19,121
Yeah. We all did.

720
00:30:19,165 --> 00:30:22,037
Oh, okay, so you'reon Owen's side, too.

721
00:30:22,081 --> 00:30:23,343
I guessthat makes everyone.

722
00:30:23,386 --> 00:30:26,085
You think they should be
on yourside?

723
00:30:26,128 --> 00:30:28,304
I think everyone should justmind their own business.

724
00:30:28,348 --> 00:30:29,958
Having your life fall apartis hard enough

725
00:30:30,002 --> 00:30:32,700
without everyone's judgment.

726
00:30:32,743 --> 00:30:34,745
[ Sighs ]

727
00:30:34,789 --> 00:30:39,925
Let me guess.
You just followed your heart.

728
00:30:39,968 --> 00:30:41,491
Well, this is where
your heart led you,

729
00:30:41,535 --> 00:30:43,885
and it's no one's fault
but your own.

730
00:30:43,929 --> 00:30:46,932
You had a beautiful life,
a beautiful family,

731
00:30:46,975 --> 00:30:50,413
and you blew it up
with a butt dial?

732
00:30:50,457 --> 00:30:53,677
Do you have any idea how
humiliating that is for Owen?

733
00:30:53,721 --> 00:30:55,157
It's not my fault
that Alex left you,

734
00:30:55,201 --> 00:30:58,160
but if you want to take that outon me, then okay. Fine.

735
00:31:01,598 --> 00:31:03,949
You never made a mistake?

736
00:31:03,992 --> 00:31:06,995
You never hurtsomeone that you love?

737
00:31:07,039 --> 00:31:09,041
[ Voice breaking ]You never tried to sabotage

738
00:31:09,084 --> 00:31:12,696
your own happinessbecause easy and happy

739
00:31:12,740 --> 00:31:15,917
are so unfamiliar to you?

740
00:31:15,961 --> 00:31:19,225
They're so foreign that youcan't even live with it.

741
00:31:19,268 --> 00:31:22,445
I love Owen,
and I broke us,

742
00:31:22,489 --> 00:31:24,883
and that feeling
is unbearable.

743
00:31:24,926 --> 00:31:27,624
So you can judge me all you wantor you can take a break,

744
00:31:27,668 --> 00:31:32,194
because I'm doing enough judgingof myself for the both of us.

745
00:31:32,238 --> 00:31:35,371
Have you said all of that
to him?

746
00:31:35,415 --> 00:31:38,157
I tried,but he doesn't want to listen.

747
00:31:38,200 --> 00:31:40,246
Try harder.

748
00:31:40,289 --> 00:31:45,207
♪♪

749
00:31:45,251 --> 00:31:49,081
[ Door opens ]

750
00:31:49,124 --> 00:31:50,386
[ Door shuts ]

751
00:32:00,092 --> 00:32:01,528
I got paged.

752
00:32:06,054 --> 00:32:08,883
Am, uh, I supposed to guesswhat you wanted?

753
00:32:11,973 --> 00:32:14,933
Hey, Catherine.
I-I got your page.

754
00:32:14,976 --> 00:32:16,847
I guess you, uh...

755
00:32:16,891 --> 00:32:18,849
[Sighs]you heard about the delivery.

756
00:32:18,893 --> 00:32:23,376
Tom, sometimes a crisis
proves bigger than any one man.

757
00:32:23,419 --> 00:32:26,770
This one has proved
bigger than you.

758
00:32:26,814 --> 00:32:29,295
You'll stay on
as neuro attending,

759
00:32:29,338 --> 00:32:32,776
but I'm accepting your
resignation as chief of chiefs,

760
00:32:32,820 --> 00:32:36,084
effective immediately.

761
00:32:36,128 --> 00:32:39,522
[ Sighs ]Are -- Are you firing me?

762
00:32:39,566 --> 00:32:42,569
[ Chuckles ]And you expect me to -- to stay?

763
00:32:42,612 --> 00:32:44,875
Uh, yeah. N-No, thanks.

764
00:32:44,919 --> 00:32:47,269
I-I can get a job
anywhere I want.

765
00:32:47,313 --> 00:32:49,619
And, what, broadcast
your sexual escapades

766
00:32:49,663 --> 00:32:51,839
in someone else's O.R.?

767
00:32:51,882 --> 00:32:55,756
Tommy, word gets around.

768
00:32:55,799 --> 00:32:58,280
This is a new world.

769
00:32:58,324 --> 00:33:00,804
If I were you,
I'd take the win.

770
00:33:00,848 --> 00:33:03,198
[ Sighs ]

771
00:33:14,470 --> 00:33:18,822
Dr. Webber,
I'm hoping that you

772
00:33:18,866 --> 00:33:22,652
will accept his job
as chief of chiefs

773
00:33:22,696 --> 00:33:27,875
and my apologies for everythingI've done to hurt you.

774
00:33:27,918 --> 00:33:29,529
I am so sorry.

775
00:33:29,572 --> 00:33:31,313
♪ Amen

776
00:33:31,357 --> 00:33:33,968
♪♪

777
00:33:34,012 --> 00:33:36,057
Well...♪ Amen

778
00:33:36,101 --> 00:33:40,235
...I guess we need to get
our hands on some COVID tests.

779
00:33:40,279 --> 00:33:41,367
♪ Amen

780
00:33:41,410 --> 00:33:43,804
Why? A-Are you
feeling poorly?

781
00:33:43,847 --> 00:33:46,502
No, I-I feel fine.
Never felt better.♪ Work a lot from home

782
00:33:46,546 --> 00:33:49,114
I just want
to make sure it's safe♪ I work a lot on the down low

783
00:33:49,157 --> 00:33:52,291
to do all the things
I want to do with you.♪ I keep trying to be somebody

784
00:33:52,334 --> 00:33:54,641
♪ Somebody that they all know

785
00:33:54,684 --> 00:33:55,859
♪ I double-check my phone

786
00:33:55,903 --> 00:33:57,426
[ Chuckles ]

787
00:33:57,470 --> 00:33:59,820
♪ No new messages,
no missed calls ♪

788
00:33:59,863 --> 00:34:03,345
♪ Everybody needs somebody
to hold them too close ♪

789
00:34:03,389 --> 00:34:09,003
♪ I need a little mercy, mercy

790
00:34:09,047 --> 00:34:11,440
♪ I need a little
mercy, mercy ♪

791
00:34:11,484 --> 00:34:12,963
[ Clears throat ]

792
00:34:13,007 --> 00:34:15,053
Andrew.

793
00:34:15,096 --> 00:34:16,837
What? I'm tagging you out,right?

794
00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:19,709
You know, I-I pulled offthis incredible surgery,

795
00:34:19,753 --> 00:34:23,104
and I sort of got a second wind,so I think I can stay.

796
00:34:23,148 --> 00:34:26,151
You know, someone once told me
that sleep's important.

797
00:34:26,194 --> 00:34:27,978
Mm. I should try it sometime.Mm-hmm.

798
00:34:28,022 --> 00:34:29,589
♪ Devil's not in the details,
he's on the front page ♪

799
00:34:29,632 --> 00:34:31,243
Is there any specific patient
you want me to check in on?

800
00:34:31,286 --> 00:34:33,419
I can do it.It should be me.

801
00:34:33,462 --> 00:34:36,465
Okay. You know that friendwho told me about sleep?

802
00:34:36,509 --> 00:34:38,641
She also told me thatI wouldn't be much use to anyone

803
00:34:38,685 --> 00:34:41,296
if I didn't take careof myself.

804
00:34:41,340 --> 00:34:43,124
She's a friend now, huh?

805
00:34:43,168 --> 00:34:46,171
She saved my life, so...

806
00:34:46,214 --> 00:34:48,999
she's whatevershe wants to be to me.

807
00:34:49,043 --> 00:34:50,436
♪ I need some mercy, mercy

808
00:34:50,479 --> 00:34:53,091
Okay. 1702 --Mm-hmm.

809
00:34:53,134 --> 00:34:55,963
if she decompensates at all,please call me.

810
00:34:56,006 --> 00:34:57,312
I don't care what time it is.♪ Mercy

811
00:34:57,356 --> 00:34:58,531
Okay. You have my word.

812
00:34:58,574 --> 00:35:01,490
Thanks.♪ Mercy

813
00:35:01,534 --> 00:35:03,275
Good luck out there.Thanks.

814
00:35:03,318 --> 00:35:06,191
♪ Mercy, mercy, no murcielago

815
00:35:06,234 --> 00:35:08,236
♪ Just a Nissan low on gas

816
00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:10,586
♪ Thank God for every time
he saved my ass ♪

817
00:35:10,630 --> 00:35:12,458
♪ Like back when we was
on the Internet ♪

818
00:35:12,501 --> 00:35:14,286
♪ But we never copped nothin'

819
00:35:14,329 --> 00:35:15,939
Levi: [ Scoffs ] Not sure
what you're looking for,

820
00:35:15,983 --> 00:35:17,550
but we probably
don't have it.

821
00:35:17,593 --> 00:35:19,639
♪ Moral of the story
you can't take it with you ♪

822
00:35:19,682 --> 00:35:22,816
♪ Moral of the story, everybody
needs something or somebody ♪

823
00:35:22,859 --> 00:35:24,034
♪ Everybody needs a lil mercy

824
00:35:24,078 --> 00:35:25,123
What are you doing?

825
00:35:25,166 --> 00:35:27,125
Look...

826
00:35:27,168 --> 00:35:28,952
I was a terrible boyfriend,

827
00:35:28,996 --> 00:35:32,086
and I get it if you say no,but...♪ I need a little mercy, mercy

828
00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:34,393
...my thinking is that you justneed some stress relief.

829
00:35:34,436 --> 00:35:35,742
♪ I don't wanna talk to God

830
00:35:35,785 --> 00:35:38,179
And whileI couldn't provide you

831
00:35:38,223 --> 00:35:42,183
with the love and the affectionthat you deserved...
♪ Mercy

832
00:35:42,227 --> 00:35:44,185
♪ Mercy

833
00:35:44,229 --> 00:35:45,665
...I can provide youwith that.

834
00:35:45,708 --> 00:35:47,188
♪ I need a little mercy

835
00:35:47,232 --> 00:35:49,321
Stress relief?♪ Mercy

836
00:35:49,364 --> 00:35:50,496
Stress relief.

837
00:35:50,539 --> 00:35:54,195
But...♪ I need a little mercy, mercy

838
00:35:54,239 --> 00:35:56,458
...can we leave my mask on?♪ I don't wanna talk to God

839
00:35:56,502 --> 00:35:58,199
That's notwhat I want to take off.

840
00:35:58,243 --> 00:36:00,767
♪ I just wanna be free

841
00:36:00,810 --> 00:36:02,203
♪ Mercy

842
00:36:02,247 --> 00:36:03,552
[ Packages clatter ]

843
00:36:03,596 --> 00:36:05,293
♪ Mercy

844
00:36:05,337 --> 00:36:09,167
♪♪

845
00:36:09,210 --> 00:36:11,299
[ Laughing ] I'm serious.

846
00:36:11,343 --> 00:36:13,606
The next time
you feel overwhelmed,

847
00:36:13,649 --> 00:36:15,303
just start screaming.

848
00:36:15,347 --> 00:36:17,218
It really --
It really took a load off.

849
00:36:17,262 --> 00:36:19,351
[ Chuckles ]

850
00:36:25,052 --> 00:36:26,619
Everything okay?

851
00:36:26,662 --> 00:36:29,535
There's just a tent here
that wasn't here this morning.

852
00:36:32,059 --> 00:36:33,452
Surprise.

853
00:36:33,495 --> 00:36:35,802
What? What are you
talking about? What are...

854
00:36:38,283 --> 00:36:39,458
Did you do this?

855
00:36:39,501 --> 00:36:40,981
Well, sort of, yeah.

856
00:36:41,024 --> 00:36:43,810
I-I bought it, but your familydid all the labor.

857
00:36:43,853 --> 00:36:47,248
You work harder than anybody  I know, and you need your rest.

858
00:36:47,292 --> 00:36:48,510
So I thought this way,

859
00:36:48,554 --> 00:36:50,295
you could see your family  whenever you wanted

860
00:36:50,338 --> 00:36:52,210
without having  to sleep on the floor.

861
00:36:54,386 --> 00:36:56,344
Oh, baby.

862
00:36:56,388 --> 00:36:58,477
[ Laughing ]
Oh, my --

863
00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:00,653
Oh, my --

864
00:37:00,696 --> 00:37:03,395
Oh, my God!

865
00:37:03,438 --> 00:37:08,182
This is amazing! Oh! I l--♪ I just bought a new car

866
00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:09,618
What was that?

867
00:37:09,662 --> 00:37:10,793
You were about to say it.

868
00:37:10,837 --> 00:37:12,969
Shut up. I was not.

869
00:37:13,013 --> 00:37:15,711
But if Kingsley is there,  I have something to say to him.

870
00:37:15,755 --> 00:37:18,323
[ Laughs ]  And I know you don't like camping, but...

871
00:37:18,366 --> 00:37:20,629
No, no. You know,
it turns out

872
00:37:20,673 --> 00:37:24,807
when it's just a-a tent
in a backyard...

873
00:37:24,851 --> 00:37:27,288
camping's kind of sexy.

874
00:37:27,332 --> 00:37:28,681
Oh, really, now? Mm-hmm.

875
00:37:28,724 --> 00:37:29,812
♪ And into my heart

876
00:37:29,856 --> 00:37:32,467
Oh. I got to decon first.

877
00:37:32,511 --> 00:37:35,470
♪ I wanna drive you
wild, wild, wild ♪

878
00:37:35,514 --> 00:37:38,908
Wait a minute. You really gonnastrip and not let me watch?

879
00:37:38,952 --> 00:37:40,170
[ Chuckles ]

880
00:37:40,214 --> 00:37:42,999
♪ I wanna love you

881
00:37:43,043 --> 00:37:44,479
Okay.

882
00:37:44,523 --> 00:37:47,613
♪ For miles and miles

883
00:37:47,656 --> 00:37:51,399
♪ We can go slow,
we don't need to rush ♪

884
00:37:51,443 --> 00:37:55,185
♪ I'll take the wheel,
make you feel every touch ♪

885
00:37:55,229 --> 00:37:59,146
♪ I wanna drive you
wild, wild, wild ♪

886
00:37:59,189 --> 00:38:03,063
You got all the kids to bed
while I was building that tent?

887
00:38:03,106 --> 00:38:05,805
Can you forget all my birthdays?♪ Lay on the passenger's side

888
00:38:05,848 --> 00:38:07,285
[ Chuckles ]

889
00:38:07,328 --> 00:38:09,199
I know. It's pathetic.

890
00:38:09,243 --> 00:38:10,766
I couldn't even
light the candle

891
00:38:10,810 --> 00:38:12,464
because I can't find anythingin this house that makes fire,

892
00:38:12,507 --> 00:38:14,379
because we hid it allaway from Bailey.

893
00:38:14,422 --> 00:38:15,641
♪ We'll get there tonight

894
00:38:15,684 --> 00:38:17,991
I love it. Thank you.

895
00:38:18,034 --> 00:38:20,472
They accidentally
sent gluten-free.

896
00:38:20,515 --> 00:38:21,821
I'm so sorry.

897
00:38:21,864 --> 00:38:23,997
Mmm!♪ You set me on fire

898
00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:27,479
[ Sighs ]I really am sorry I forgot.♪ I swear you're the only one

899
00:38:27,522 --> 00:38:29,263
Are you kidding?

900
00:38:29,307 --> 00:38:32,310
There were no
major meltdowns...

901
00:38:32,353 --> 00:38:34,660
...I got to have sex, and...♪ I wanna drive you

902
00:38:34,703 --> 00:38:36,009
...I got a doughnut.

903
00:38:36,052 --> 00:38:37,445
♪ Wild, wild, wild

904
00:38:37,489 --> 00:38:40,361
The only guy
who might be luckier

905
00:38:40,405 --> 00:38:42,798
is Scout Derek
Shepherd Lincoln...

906
00:38:42,842 --> 00:38:44,409
♪ I wanna love you
for miles and miles ♪

907
00:38:44,452 --> 00:38:47,890
...because he has the best mom
in the whole world.

908
00:38:47,934 --> 00:38:49,979
Now I've got to get a glass
of water, because this is --

909
00:38:50,023 --> 00:38:51,981
They're terrible.It's terrible. Terrible.

910
00:38:52,025 --> 00:38:55,507
Meredith: As proud as we
surgeons are of our stitches,

911
00:38:55,550 --> 00:38:58,814
they aren't meant
to be a permanent fix.

912
00:38:58,858 --> 00:39:02,470
Your body still has to do
the real work.

913
00:39:02,514 --> 00:39:09,825
♪♪

914
00:39:09,869 --> 00:39:11,827
Your mom's
watching the kids.

915
00:39:11,871 --> 00:39:16,832
And the -- the gift shopwas out of flowers.

916
00:39:16,876 --> 00:39:18,138
Teddy, don't do this.

917
00:39:18,181 --> 00:39:20,967
Owen, I love you.♪ Yeah, wanna love you

918
00:39:21,010 --> 00:39:24,405
I am sorry. I am so sorry.♪ Wanna touch you,
wanna drive you ♪

919
00:39:24,449 --> 00:39:26,538
I will do anything you sayto fix this.

920
00:39:26,581 --> 00:39:29,279
I don't want to lose our family.Owen, please.

921
00:39:29,323 --> 00:39:30,411
Can we just --♪ Oh, wanna love you

922
00:39:30,455 --> 00:39:32,021
Please don't go.
Ple-- Owen,

923
00:39:32,065 --> 00:39:34,459
let's just talk about this.Owen.

924
00:39:34,502 --> 00:39:37,462
[ Music stops ]What did I do, Teddy?

925
00:39:37,505 --> 00:39:40,160
What did I do
to make you hate me this much?

926
00:39:40,203 --> 00:39:42,423
When I cheated on Cristina,
it was because I hated her.

927
00:39:42,467 --> 00:39:44,643
I was enraged, so --I don't -- I don't hate you.

928
00:39:44,686 --> 00:39:46,166
That's -- That's notwhat this was.

929
00:39:46,209 --> 00:39:47,689
Then what? Because I've spent
the last few weeks

930
00:39:47,733 --> 00:39:49,474
trying to comprehend why
you would do that, and I can't.

931
00:39:49,517 --> 00:39:51,171
I don't know.
It was a mistake.

932
00:39:51,214 --> 00:39:53,956
It was -- It was a stupid
mistake. That's all.

933
00:39:55,523 --> 00:39:56,742
He asked youto run away with him.

934
00:39:56,785 --> 00:39:57,917
And I said no.

935
00:39:57,960 --> 00:39:59,614
No! No, you didn't!

936
00:39:59,658 --> 00:40:01,747
'Cause I listened to it. Ilistened to it almost 100 times.

937
00:40:01,790 --> 00:40:04,663
He asks you to run away,and you don't say no.

938
00:40:04,706 --> 00:40:06,404
You don't saythat you don't want to.

939
00:40:06,447 --> 00:40:08,231
You don't say that you can't
because you love me

940
00:40:08,275 --> 00:40:09,624
or even because
you have a family.

941
00:40:09,668 --> 00:40:12,322
You just say,"I'm marrying Owen,"

942
00:40:12,366 --> 00:40:14,542
like it's j-- like it's just
some kind of fate

943
00:40:14,586 --> 00:40:17,632
that you just...accepted.

944
00:40:17,676 --> 00:40:19,982
Look at me.♪ Once in a while

945
00:40:20,026 --> 00:40:22,811
An army of different cells
comes in to build new tissue.

946
00:40:22,855 --> 00:40:24,073
♪ I see myself

947
00:40:24,117 --> 00:40:26,641
I want to be with you.

948
00:40:26,685 --> 00:40:28,426
[ Sighs tearfully ]

949
00:40:28,469 --> 00:40:31,690
I love our family.♪ No longer enchanted

950
00:40:31,733 --> 00:40:34,954
I love you.♪ By the future or the past

951
00:40:34,997 --> 00:40:39,349
And eventually, you've produced enough collagen to heal.

952
00:40:39,393 --> 00:40:40,481
Owen.
I can't. I'm sorry.

953
00:40:40,525 --> 00:40:42,048
Teddy...Owen, please don't go.

954
00:40:42,091 --> 00:40:44,311
Owen, please.♪ Once in a while

955
00:40:44,354 --> 00:40:46,182
Owen, please wait.[ Engine starts ]

956
00:40:46,226 --> 00:40:47,488
Please don't -- Owen!

957
00:40:47,532 --> 00:40:51,231
Wait! Wait!♪ It's crystal clear

958
00:40:51,274 --> 00:40:54,103
At least that's the plan.

959
00:40:54,147 --> 00:40:56,976
Don't get me wrong,
I'm not saying

960
00:40:57,019 --> 00:40:59,195
you shouldn't obsess
about technique.

961
00:40:59,239 --> 00:41:00,458
Please, obsess.

962
00:41:00,501 --> 00:41:05,201
♪ They disappear

963
00:41:05,245 --> 00:41:06,942
Hayes: No. No!

964
00:41:06,986 --> 00:41:09,118
Grey! Grey!

965
00:41:09,162 --> 00:41:11,077
Grey, Grey, can you hear me?♪ If every breath is sacred

966
00:41:11,120 --> 00:41:12,165
Somebody help me!

967
00:41:12,208 --> 00:41:13,601
Because even one mistake...

968
00:41:13,645 --> 00:41:15,560
Careful. Careful.
I got her head.

969
00:41:15,603 --> 00:41:19,172
I need rapid response, oxygen,
and a gurney now! Go! Hurry up!

970
00:41:19,215 --> 00:41:22,131
Can you hear me, Grey? Grey,
come on. Stay with me, Grey.

971
00:41:22,175 --> 00:41:23,698
I'm here, don't worry.
It'll be okay.

972
00:41:23,742 --> 00:41:24,960
One slip...

973
00:41:25,004 --> 00:41:29,312
♪ Deep enough to believe

974
00:41:29,356 --> 00:41:32,141
...can cost a lot of blood.

975
00:41:32,185 --> 00:41:33,316
Man: [ Echoing ]
Meredith!

976
00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:35,841
♪ If every breath is sacred

977
00:41:35,884 --> 00:41:37,364
Meredith!

978
00:41:39,322 --> 00:41:41,629
Oh, my God.

979
00:41:41,673 --> 00:41:42,717
Meredith!

980
00:41:42,761 --> 00:41:48,418
♪ Deep enough
to feel something ♪

981
00:41:48,462 --> 00:41:53,641
♪ Deep enough to believe

982
00:41:53,685 --> 00:41:58,211
♪ That every breath is sacred

983
00:41:58,254 --> 00:42:03,738
♪ God, I want to breathe

984
00:42:03,782 --> 00:42:06,045
Meredith!

985
00:42:06,088 --> 00:42:07,350
♪ Deep enough
to feel something ♪

986
00:42:07,394 --> 00:42:09,483
Derek.

987
00:42:09,527 --> 00:42:16,708
♪ Please show me
how to breathe ♪

988
00:42:24,803 --> 00:42:27,849
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